Somewhere over the fuck that, this is what’s going to happen.

I spent most of this week in a very bad place wondering how I would even get to an appropriate medical professional if it came to that.  It came pretty close.

I lost my grandmother last weekend.  That’s not the cause of the problem, but it might have been the catalyst.  I don’t know.  What I do know is that I’m very alone right now.  At the moment, literally alone.  The one person I should be able to count on is not here and frankly not treating me well at all, whether it’s intentional or not.  We need to have a serious discussion later.  But I also need to find some actual friends around here so that when my brain decides I shouldn’t get out of bed for a week that someone can make me go to the doctor.

For now I’ll be in Mississippi for a few days tending to family, because nothing puts the fun in Christmas like funeral.

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About ducksarebitches

I'm a painter, a drummer, a student, and currently unemployed. I also appreciate cats and a bit of light debauchery, but not at the same time or for the same reasons.
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