I’m betterish. Not 100%, but I feel less DOOOOOOM and more let’s watch vapid comedies and eat all the cake.
Facing possibly permanent Sunday shifts at work is just one more sign that it’s time to go- and pending BFA acceptance, I might be willing to finally take out some student loans. Frankly, if I don’t get in, I’m not sure I won’t drop out anyway. I’m pretty much assured years of menial, minimum wage jobs anyhow, why waste another semester’s worth of money?
Definitely not 100%, but I don’t think cynicism is unwarranted at the moment.